A glimmer of hope..

Sounds cheesy eh? Actually it was just because of a phone call from edConnect Pte Ltd. It was a call for a job interview next Wednesday since I've applied for an Illustrator/Animator long long ago. Hopefully and prayerfully I would be able to get this job. I need extra income!! I want to save up for this June Camp!!! With my current income, I don't think I would be able to save up at all; it is just enough to keep me survive every day. I've heard other friends who are earning much much more than me. What's happening to me? I've done my best to search for jobs (but maybe not 'best' enough..) and I'll depend on God more! I believe He's faithful and He will lead me through!!!

Later at night, my housemates and me were discussing some household stuff (chores etc) because some of us felt that we didn't divide the work equally. During the discussion, I realized this truth about myself, I am not as helpful as I thought I am. I has always had the mindset that since I can't cook, I should not cook; and since I don't cook, I won't know how much stuff to buy from groceries; and since I don't know how much we need to buy, I can't buy stuff and therefore I should pass the responsibility to others and let me do something else. I realized it's wrong! My friend made me realized that it is actually just an excuse to lessen my workload. Honestly I really really did not know that making ourselves too humble is actually a double-edged sword and it is actually a reflection that deep inside I haven't really stepped out of my comfort zone. It is an area that I really need to grow in; I need to change! But I really thank God for my housemates; they rebuked me in a friendly manner. Thank You God for Your reminder, have Your way in me, change me inside out!

My verse of the day:
"The Lord will make you the head, not the tail. If you pay attention to the commands of the Lord your God that I give you this day and carefully follow them, you will always be at the top, never at the bottom."
[ Deuteronomy 28:13 ]