Getting Ready

When you claim that you already know much, that's when you know so little.
I realize that the more I know of something, I actually know nothing about that thing that well.

When your heart is not in synch with your mind, and vice versa, the feeling is terrible and the body suffers.

When you know you can do so much to help someone, but circumstances don't allow it to be that way, you feel so helpless.

Who am I Lord, that You called me?

Btw I have a Prayer Request to all those who read this (don't say you never read, you just did! No one knows, but God knows! hehe..). Treat this as a birthday gift for me, yea. I really desire it to happen, and by faith, it will happen!

Ok, some brief background story.. I'm the youngest in my family with an eldest bro and elder sis. My sis has a brain paralysis since young, when she was 3yrs old and currently she can neither communicate with us, walk/stand, speak, etc. She can onli lie down on bed and currently my mom is taking care of her. She just turned 27 yrs old last March. It's already a miracle by itself for her to be able to.. "survive" till now =/

"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus,
"but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life."
[John 9:3 ]

I've been holding on to this verse as a promise that I want to claim from God. I've been praying for my sis ever since I've come to know Christ, but nothing seems to happen. Honestly I don't know what God's will is, but I'll keep asking until that day comes. And this year it happens to be my birthday when I go back to Indo (on 5 May 2008), so I really want to ask God for healing for my sis as my birthday present >_<>

On 23 May, please help me to offer prayers for my sis to God, for healing.

Thanks so much in advance! =D

And keep me in prayer, so that I won't stumble and I'll be able to overcome any spiritual warfare (if there is any, who knows.. It's Indo anyway, lol) even as I do my best to bring a change, somehow, by God's grace, in my family and my relatives as well.