What's up!?

Ceiling! Birds! Sky! Clouds! Air molecules! Ok, anyway..

The other day during the dinner/supper after Metamorphosis Extended PM, Boss said I look stressed. Really? Hmm, I dunno for sure, if I do, maybe it's because of my lack of sleep. I'm adjusting slowly, as things are settling down slowly as well. Sometimes I do feel very emo, haha.. Crap, something's wrong! But God never fails to pick me up when I feel down.

Now I've decided not to join any other CCA besides VAS subcomm (which gives me 3 hall points), and thank God, I was chosen (or sabo-ed) to become class rep, which means I'll get another 1 or 2 points. Plus, if I state that I don't mind staying with a local next year, I'll get another 3 points. So in total, I'll probably get 9+3+3+1 or 2 = 16 or 17, which is considered quite safe (supposedly, unless God has another plan for me =/).

However, I didn't manage to get the NTU bursary, I wonder why, hmm.. Nvm, I'll try to survive the rest of the year somehow. I seriously need a job, but I don't have the time! Argh!! It's not that I don't have time at all, but I need time for my own stuff, I need REST!!! And because of that rest, I don't have time to teach tuition (which was suggested by many people), as it will consume most of my time travelling, revising stuff that I don't actually need to learn now, preparing lesson for the tutee, etc. Once again, for those of you that don't know much abt my school (Art, Design, Media), although I enjoy certain parts of it, still, ADM IS NOT SLACK!! Everyday I got lesson from 9am - 5pm, prepare for the works that are consistently heavy everyday, etc etc.. Sometimes I'll get irritated by those people who claim to know everything and keep telling me that I should manage my time better. Ok fine, I do need to improve on my time management, although I think my time management is quite good already, considering I have ministry stuff to do and think for. Oh well, gotta find a way to earn some bucks, without depending too much on my CG mates. >_<>

Oh well, I've gotta learn to cheer up, although it'll need a lot of work. -___-

Verse of the day:
"Be joyful always;
pray continually;"
[1 Thessalonians 5: 16-17 ]