Money..

I can't remain like this. I NEED A BREAKTHROUGH IN MY FINANCE!!!
I need to get some sort of income!!! God, lead me!!

Ok, that was what I felt when I just withdrew money from ATM today. It was $50, not because I want to, but because the machine don't have any $10 notes left, so I have no choice. But this event struck me, especially because, in a sense, the money that I have now doesn't belong to me. It was a blessing. It was from everyone in my CG! I can't keep making them worry about me all the time, having them treat me for meals and stuff. It is my load, and I have to take care of it myself. I must not let people help me carry my load, thinking that it's my burden. Lord, lead me on, I need Your help! Just a little more!

My verse of the day:
'Better a little with the fear of the Lord
than great wealth with turmoil.'
[ Prov 15:16 ]